Well it looks like I’ve been blocked and removed from her life. That’s that then. 🥺 Oh well, I sent one last text and I’ll never know if it’ll ever be read but I’ll have it here because I’ll want to remember what I said.

So I guess that’s that then. I think I figured it out that you have me blocked on discord now I guess because the last thing I sent didn’t go through. I’m sorry for caring about you too much. I’m sorry that I made things so difficult. Here I really thought we were still good to each other but then out of nowhere you turned really cold to me on the way out to Ohio and all the way through. If it seemed like I was trying to hard, you can blame that on your homie Abe since before he left that night he told me to hang in there and you’ll come back around. I guess he was wrong or you were too drunk saying things you felt about me that I guess just don’t matter anymore. I’m sorry that I blew up when I was worried about you. I just wasn’t in the right headspace thinking I had to care so much. I’m sure I still matter to you somewhere in your heart but I’m going to ruin your current happiness. You did tell me you would do this to protect your space and that’s on me for holding on to hope. Either way, whatever happens in this world, if you ever need me for anything or you just want to check up on me for some reason, there will forever always be space for you in my life and my heart. Whether it’s goodbye forever or for now, I’ll always have our memories. 💚